Hardly rockin' in the New Year

I know…it’s been quite a while since I’ve posted. I’ve given plently of excuses to multiple people. But it really comes down to this, I can’t think about what I’m being put through. Any little hint of it will make me sick. Even writing this is upsetting. Yes I’m over the hump and I only have four more treatments. But the knowledge of that doesn’t make it any easier. I’d rather think or talk about something else, Christmas and New Years happening have been a great distraction from it all. I’m a bit nervous as I go on a bit of a leave and everyone returns to their normal lives and the world outside becomes more gray that it may become harder to start super positive.

I had a wonderful Christmas hanging out with friends and family. The food was great and hopefully helped me from losing any more weight. Sara gave me lots of fun presents. I built two puzzles and will be framing them to hang up in the basement. Mark, Glenn, and Uncle John came by for a few hours on Monday to work in the basement. And to round it all off I bought a new laptop because our old one died in my hands.

Needless to say it was fun chaos, but I’m pretty beat today. I think the whole ordeal has worn me out. I think that Sara and I will be rockin’ 2009 out with a whimper tonight. I need to recoup.

I can’t say that’ll I will post more often, but Sara has been good about keeping everyone up to date on Facebook. Thank you for all of your prayers and support, we’ll be needing them in the new year!

6 thoughts on “Hardly rockin' in the New Year”

  1. I was thinking of you and stopped by to check out any updates. I’m glad to see you’re still well enough to be bitter! Its the small victories eh? Tell Sara to add me to FB! Miss you Bennie and I still keep you in my prayers.

  2. Sorry you’re feeling so sh*itty dude. We miss you here at work. I’ll be thinking of you and sending good vibes your way.

  3. love you so much! Prayn’ all the goods stuff..over and above all I could ever ask or THINK and I can and am thinking some really good stuff for you and Sara!

  4. Hi Ben,
    Been thinking of you and wanted to send a card to thank you for the beautiful Christmas Card photo and gift. that photo was the best gift of Christmas! You are with us in my cube at work so don’t think you are missing any of the craziness here.
    Vince and I will certainly be praying with you and Sara all year long. Warm thoughts of peace and happiness! Jean
    p.s. Send me your address if you get a chance.

  5. Hey dude,
    Could you have Sara add me as a friend on facebook? I’m needing a Ben update.

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